Today’s question is a very practical one. How many shopping days before Christmas? If you exclude Sundays, the answer is twenty-two. But if that isn’t enough time and you want to “shop ’til you drop” on Sundays, including this weekend, you have twenty-six days to find all of those perfect gifts for family and friends. The signs of the holiday season are all around us. The leftover Thanksgiving turkey is not yet gone, but the red, green and gold decorations are in all of the stores, to lure us into buying early and often. This is the time of the year for nostalgia about the wonderful holidays of our youth and the hope this Christmas will be better than any which have gone before.
The signs of the holiday season are also here in the church. This weekend begins a new liturgical year. Today we celebrate the First Sunday of Advent, a time of preparation for our celebration of Christmas. With its colors of violets and blues, the Church urges us, as in Lent, to slow down, to prepare quietly for the coming of the Christ Child, and to anticipate rejoicing during the twelve days of Christmas, which begin on December 25 and end on January 6, the feast of the Epiphany. In contrast, the world around us urges us to speed up, to buy more things and to party harder, with more food and drink than ever before. The secular world calls our attention to the plastic-wrapped product of Madonna, rather than to the flesh-wrapped Son of the Madonna.
So, what should be the focus for today’s homily as we begin these four weeks of Advent, of preparation? At first glance, the readings for today seem to be giving us mixed signals. The Gospel reading, the words of the Good News, seems to be depressing: a continuation of the theme we’ve been hearing lately about the sudden end of the world and the last judgement to follow.
On the other hand, the First Reading from Isaiah speaks of a time of peace among nations, a time when instruments of war and aggression will be turned into implements for planting and harvesting the fruit of the land. Nevertheless, it may be possible to unite all three readings with a focus on three words: memory, metanoia and mission.
First of all: memory. Indeed, this is the time of year for each of us to recall what has already occurred in our lives. It’s not just for the misty nostalgia of longing for what we miss in our lives, but, rather, recalling real problems and how they were resolved. While each of us still has problems, most of them are not identical to the ones from the past. Each one of us knows today is not the same as yesterday and tomorrow will be different from either one.
Many years ago there was a black native of North Africa who took his own memories with him to Italy. His efforts in North Africa were not as well received as he would have liked. Even in Rome, he didn’t reach the goals he had in mind when he had brought his family to live there. They moved to Milan and things improved. But still he kept reflecting on all that had happened in his life, both the good and the bad. But nothing seemed to change.
Finally, one day he was sitting in a garden and talking with a close business friend about his life, when, suddenly, he felt on the verge of tears and had to walk away so his friend would not see him crying. As he wept under a fig tree, he heard a young child singing the phrase: “take and read, take and read,” over and over again. At first, he thought it was a song from some children’s game, but he could not remember such a game. Then, instantly, he knew what he had to do. He ran back to the garden and picked up a book of the Letters of St Paul he had been reading. He opened the book and read the first passage he saw. The words were those we heard in today’s reading from Paul’s letter to the Romans: “let us live honorably as in daylight; not in carousing and drunkenness, not in sexual excess and lust, not in quarreling and jealousy. Rather, put on the Lord Jesus Christ and make no provision for the desires of the flesh.”
It is with this passage that St Augustine, in his Confessions, tells us he underwent his conversion, his change, his metanoia. He began with his memories, his memories of the kind of life he had led and, with these memories, his metanoia began.
When we think of change, of metanoia, we can think of two processes which are parts of change: a slow preparation and a sudden explosion, a breakthrough. For some, like St Paul himself, who was blinded by the sudden Light of Christ, it’s possible to have a sudden change of heart and find Christ without ever looking for him. Without any preparation, Christ overwhelms us. But, for most people, metanoia comes as it did with St Augustine. After a long reflection on our lives and with a desire to change, there comes a moment when Christ appears in a special way to the prepared heart.
Metanoia is like fireworks. Here in the south, kids celebrate Christmas and New Year’s Eve with fireworks, something that’s reserved up north to only the Fourth of July. Remember, if you will, the experience of lighting a rocket. It’s deceptively slow ascent into the sky, its loud whistle, its complete disappearance into the darkness and, suddenly, the explosion and the bright light spreading rapidly across the heavens.
The Jews had no fireworks. It wasn’t until Marco Polo came back from China that Middle-Easterners and Europeans knew about such things. But if they had experienced them, I would guess Jesus would have referred to fireworks in today’s story about being prepared for the unexpected. The glory of a golden burst in the heavens is, for me, the epitome of the “anticipated unexpected.” And that’s what Jesus is talking about in today’s Gospel reading.
Most people would emphasize that this “anticipated unexpected” event, an event we know will happen but we do not know the exact moment of its glorious arrival, is the return of Christ at the end of the world. But I would suggest there is another way of looking at what he said.
What if, instead of focusing on his Coming in a special way at the end of time, we begin to focus on his Coming in a special way to each of us in the near future? What if we should prepare to receive him today, or next week, or at the end of next month? What if, during this Advent, we take the time to prepare for his Coming into our hearts and our lives momentarily?
What if, today, we light the rocket, and watch its glowing trail, and hear its whistle in the darkness, until it explodes into the glorious golds and reds of Christmas? But then what? After fireworks burst in the sky and light the heavens and the earth for a brief moment, what then? Do we take our memories, and our metanoia, and have nothing but new memories of a brief, bright light in our lives? Or is there something after memories and metanoia? Is there a mission?
Each of us has a mission: something that sends us forth after our change. I cannot describe your mission or give you any details about it. But I would suggest, in some way, your mission might include the concept of “hospitality.”
This is the season for hospitality. Many of the ads we see on television or in our magazines and newspapers show people greeting people. But there is more to hospitality than welcoming people, of making them feel welcomed. Consider for a moment. The word “hospitality” is directly related to the word “hospital,” an ancient word for a place of caring for the stranger, the foreigner. The Latin word “hospes,” from which both hospitality and hospital are derived, had a wide range of meanings: not only “host” but also “guest” and “friend” as well. Yet, the same word, hospes, also meant “stranger” or “foreigner.” What a marvelous word! One which suggests the stranger, the foreigner is not only a guest, but also, a friend and even has the capacity to become the host, the one who welcomes others.
And consider the ideal hospital, the ideal place where one is welcomed and healed as a pilgrim far from home. A place where caring action is taken to make you feel comfortable and to heal your wounds. And, finally, a place where you are not expected to remain permanently, since, once you are cured, you leave to continue on your pilgrimage.
Hospitality shares the same elements. Hospitality welcomes. Hospitality assists to alleviate the pain, to help bring about a restoration. Hospitality helps the pilgrim on the journey and is not the end of the journey itself. In the next weeks, here at Christ the Good Shepherd, we will be hearing more about this theme of hospitality: a theme which is a central part not only of our Advent celebration, but of our individual lives as well. Hospitality in helping other pilgrims on the way, as we continue our own pilgrimages, our journeys in which we anticipate the unexpected, when we hope to encounter Jesus the Christ when we least expect to meet him.
To the three M’s of memory, metanoia and mission, we can add a fourth “M,” meeting with Christ. A few minutes ago, I began by asking how many shopping days were there until Christmas. Yet, as you might guess, the real question is not how many “shopping” days until Christmas, but rather: how many days until we truly encounter the Christ among us?
First Sunday of Advent; November 29, 1992
Is 2:1-5; Rom 12:11-14; Mt 24:37-44